really im blogging again i havent done this in a long time but here goes nothing im 23 and i just had my first child almost two months ago and let me tell you it is really something everyday is something new and you have to ask your self what the fuck sometimes but when i look in to her wounderfull eyes i know why he is here he is here to love me and to teach me how to love differently who would have thought i would learned to love gettine up atthe crack of dawn or making bottles or changing pampers or who woulh have know that the love for this lil one is strong i would kill if anything happened to himor to love him like i love my heartbeat or that i dont mind being pooped on or peed on im still getting use to the throw up but it all boils down to the matter of that i love him and even if he wasnted palned when is it the right time to have a baby i think when its ur time thats when it will happened but mothershood is a gift that only god can give
and i thank him for it
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