SICK OF THE SHIT

i just came in the house spenting some time with a guy this very guy that the moment i laided eyes on him i knew that i want to speand so goos hours fucking that shit out of him when i lock my eyes on him something is my core reves to life and i have never felt that with any one i was ever if and its fucking scary i have spent nights about how my ideal man would pleasure me and and i have found one just one and then this one comes alongh fuck my life will to the one that i mention i can not fuck you..... as much as i would want to but its not meant to happen i love this other man and i cant do that to him just the same way you did that to her i EVEN THOUGH THAT OTHER NIGGA NEEDS TO GET ON HIS SHIT I LOVE YOU NIGGA AND WHY CANT YOU SEE THAT I UNDERSTAND YOU HAVE TO BE TOUGHT IN THE HOOD BUT DAMN MOHTERFUCKER HOW CAN YOU SAY U LOVE ME BUT ONLY PICK UP THE PHONE TO COME AND FUCK YOU IM SORRY SWEETIE FUCK THAT SHIT IF YOU CANT COMITTE SUCKING SPILT