single mother ????

i love taking care of my son with all my heart when i look into his eys and he smiles at me theres nothing i could see in this wourls more than him theres no one i wouldnt want to be with more that him he is my world and i am his light and togeather we will rule the world





but...... there are those days that i wish i had someone else to come home to at night someone that would be there when i was stressed and needed a brake and someone that will be there to rub my back when i had a hard day now i know that this is the time that i need to be alone to know my son to set a good ground but there are those times that it just seems a little hopeless that i am ment to be a single mother for the rest of my life and my friens say of when its time to meet the one it will happen but im looking at it this way who is going to want to be the one f i have a kid who am i going to trust to be that man in my sons life and his farther is there but its like hes a dman kid him self i would rather free fall from a plan with out a shout then to deal with him and what man is going to want to put up with him as will with out wanting to kill him cause there are those time that i want to (i can dream cant i) so i ask my self if its up to fath when will i get a good care are there card